Sunday 12 December 2010

this clumsy heart

clumsy heart 
i have always known
sits high upon
its clumsy throne

for the dismal heave
and drums of time
ravage hearts
less worn than mine

i say this with a smile
and yet
have grown accustomed
to its great threat

of annihilation's
and goodbyes
untimely death
not one dry eye

they would say here lies her heart
beating
gnawing
right from the start

she knew the veil was as thin
as a shimmer
as ghostly pale 
as a dream

what could all of this mean
what tepid watchman waits
standing lonesome
at the gate

a deep root
grows
from our mothers soul

we are caught 
in its wonder
and surprise

in your eyes
i grow colder 

butt me with a nudge
remind me i 
was never that good
at holding a grudge

forgive this clumsy 
foolish want
this needy 
self fulfilling
little cunt

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